Posts Tagged ‘faith’

Because I Bore Your Name…

January 12, 2018

“Remember me Lord, visit me, and avenge me on my persecutors. Because of your long-suffering banish me not; know that for you I have borne insult. When I found your words, I devoured them; they became my joy and happiness of heart, Because I bore your name, O Lord, God of hosts ”
( Jeremiah 15:15-16 )

Here is Jeremiah. Jeremiah is having this discourse with God over what has been going on. He is saying to God basically four things through this process :

First, he saying Hey Lord, remember me ? I’m the guy down here trying to follow all the orders !
Maybe some of you have felt this way. A feeling of frustration with the world, with your life, with what is going on in your life or in the lives of someone close to you. Maybe you feel like you have been down here on your earthly plain, trying to follow all the precepts of your faith, and lets just say that over all, things are just not going the way you think they should because, lets face it, your praying, your pleading, fasting, and performing pious acts, and you are just trying your very best but things are just not working out and your just not getting what you want ?!!! Jeremiah can relate.

Next, he says, well, don’t give up on me. I get it, you have put up with a lot from us over the years, but don’t toss the baby out with the bathwater. Then, just like some child we might all know.. Jeremiah says.. Hey, and don’t forget when I put up with a bunch of stuff just because of you ! Those people called me names and treated me like dirt. ”

You can see that Jeremiah really wants to do what is right and good and holy.. but he is having a really bad , tough day at the office and it’s just hard to be good ALL THE TIME ! Can you please just get this off my plate I am exhausted and exasperated and just plain done. Sound familiar ?

Last week at the office I had a bad day, and there was an issue that was laid at my feet. It was not something I was blamed for, but frankly I had pretty much had my fill of the entire situation, and for just a moment, that nasty human temperament took over, and I growled at the person who laid the problem at my feet because, well, because I was tired of dealing with this particular issue and thought it had been laid to rest and the policies that were in place to keep this from happening, meant that I was not supposed to have to deal with this particular issue.

In the end, I was forced to deal with the same issue again, with the same people involved, and with same headaches, and to be honest, I was fuming. I did not want to speak to anyone for fear the tongue would be set loose, and well, that is never a good thing..

After I had some time to sit with my unhappiness for a time, one of the brothers came to me and said,
just remember all that Christ has suffered for you…

Of course, then the anger gave way to guilt, and dissipated. It didn’t mean that I was happy about the issue that was laid at my feet, or that I wasn’t going to have to deal with shouldering the issue, it was that I could handle it, and would for the sake of peace. Could I have pushed that back to someone else, Yes. But, it would not have been productive for anyone.

The last part of the passage, shows Jeremiah saying I “devoured your words”. I didn’t just nibble and ponder, I DEVOURED them. I went after your word with reckless abandon. Why ? Because “I bore your name …”

OK, This is important. How many of us go after the Gospels, or scripture with reckless abandon ? How much time do we dedicate to educating ourselves about our faith ?

There is a funny thing about studying scripture, and it is sort of the same paradox that is evident in other parts of our faith life. The more you study, the less you know. What I mean by that is that in the course of studying scripture, faith, and life in the Spirit, The more you study, the more you learn, and as you learn more, it becomes evident how much it is that you don’t know. The problem occurs, that in order for you to know, what it is that you don’t know, you need to study.

Ask the hard questions, first, ask them of yourself, then go find some answers, and then keep asking questions until you are satisfied with those answers, AND they lead you to other questions. None of us have ALL the answers. We do however, have places to seek the answers. The important part is to find the questions, and keep seeking answers. This will become your joy !

Why ? Because we bear His name !

May God give you the gift of His peace !

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We Are Travelers…

December 16, 2017

” May God our Father give you grace and peace. We always give thanks to God , the Father of our Lord ,Jesus Christ , in our prayers for you because we have heard of your faith in Christ Jesus and the love you bear towards all the saints – moved as you are by the hope held in store for you in Heaven. You heard of this hope through the message of truth , the Gospel , which has come to you , has borne fruit, and has continued to grow in your midst, as it has everywhere in the world.” ( Colossians 1:2b-6a)

By way of a little background, in this passage Paul is writing a letter to the Colossians and it is meant as both encouragement and instruction. The church in Colossae, was new, and growing and vibrant, but Paul, had been unable to this point to be able to travel there or meet with them personally so everything he was learning about the community he was learning by way of Epaphras. Epaphras was the head of the church in Colossae..

The letter is a result of Epaphras’s time with Paul in prison in Rome. The reason for the letter came about as a result of Epaphras’s concern for the church, and some incorrect teachings that seemed to be creeping into the body of the church, as well as some encouragement.

I would like to take some time to take a page from Epaphras’s book, and offer not only some encouragement, but a little instruction as well.

When you enter an Order, and go through the initial formation processes, it can feel a bit like you are going to school, and indeed , to a degree, you are. There is a great deal to learn, and to consider, to think on and write about. The subject matter can be very simple, and it can be very weighty. That initial process can be very intensive and after that process has completed, You have the opportunity to shift focus a bit from the interior workings, The initial learning or getting up to speed , the graduation if you will, and then you have the chance to shift your focus to an outward gaze. To look into the community, and into the world, and begin anew to feel your way through the processes.

One of the things that becomes very apparent in a very short period of time is that everyone lives out their own vocation, their charism, their spiritual life in very different ways. Your community can at time fluctuate between what might feel like your immediate family, or your extended family.

Either your brother or sister, with whom you are very close, or maybe like that inappropriate uncle that gets invited to family functions ” because he is family”… They don’t “act right”, and maybe don’t behave or think about things in the same way that the others in the family does. What ever that thing is, basically you have a familial love for them, but occasionally they really annoy you.

As my Mother used to say…” Life is a matter of perspectives…”

It is important, to remember that regardless of what your vocation is in this life, the responsibility for the formation of your spiritual journey rests squarely on your own shoulders. Sure, there is a certain responsibility of the person who is doing the teaching, to separate their own opinion and editorializing from the true teachings of the church, but it is the sole responsibility of the individual to seek out what is the truth, and the differences between what is the central “required” truth, and what is simply the other soul, being at a different place or a different expression of the journey that they are on.

The fact that there are so many different Orders within the church, is testament to the differing ways within which will find the truth in their faith, and yet still find that there are so many different and yet beautiful expressions of their faith !

I want to encourage you on this road of your faith life, to never quit seeking, never quit asking difficult questions and once you have found the questions, then go out and seek the answers for yourself, and then take what you have found and review that with a pastor or priest, religious, or someone you might recognize who has been at the same point you are , or further down the road of their faith journey. Test out your information, get new insights, and learn from the process.

Finally, be patient, solicitous, kind, and loving with those who might not be where you are on your journey, because they too, are seeking truth, and seeking answers. Help them along their journey, if they are asking, even when they can’t find it within themselves to ask.

May God give you the gift of His peace !

On Being Solicitous…

December 10, 2017

On Being Solicitous…

” Be solicitous to make your call and election permanent, brothers, surely those who do so will never be lost. On the contrary, your entry into the everlasting Kingdom of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, will be richly provided for. ” ( 2 Peter 1: 10-11)

The word “solicitous” comes from the Latin verb sollicitare, meaning “to disturb, agitate, move, or entreat. So why this word in this passage ? In this passage we are called upon, to look at the various vocations, or callings. We are asked to look within, to see the path that God has laid out before us.

Now, in today’s day and age, maybe you have not taken much time, to take stock in, or take a deep look into your vocation. We each have multiple vocations each of which require some contemplation and commitment. The primary vocation or calling is that of being a Christian, a follower of Jesus Christ.

This call to be a follower of Christ, can cause ALL of these feelings and emotions. These feelings can occur at multiple points in our spiritual journey. We can become disturbed, by that still small voice that calls us to God. It may be some little thing. It may be that nagging feeling that maybe there is something better for you. It might be a sense that your life has come to a point that has allowed you to stop and get off the world’s craziness for a bit, and provided time for you to look across your life and see that something might be missing.. It might be a loss, or just a pause.

That call can also be rather annoying, to the point of agitation. When that call becomes so very overwhelming, that you are forced to deal with it. It is a so strong, it just can not be ignored or put on hold any longer. Eventually, you must come to a good decision in order to gain lasting peace in your heart. In my own journey as a Franciscan, I actually went through initial formation twice.

I went through the first time, and approached the point where I would profess my rule, but was told that I was not ready. I eventually left, and went away for about 5 years. During that time, I kept running into others in my community, who kept inviting me back. In my heart I knew that this was where I belonged, but the pain of what I viewed as rejection, and my own pride, kept me from going back.

The problem was. that that nagging call, that annoying voice, that pull that would not be ignored, finally got the better of me, and as you know, I returned to complete the journey that was God’s plan for me.

Your call should agitate you ! I know that you might think that your Christian life should be all roses. I am sorry. It’s not like that at all. Sure, you have peace in your heart, but that peace comes from knowing that your salvation is “nearer now than when you first believed”, but, this world is not our home. We are in the struggle. Not only from the environment outside, but from within as well.

Our faith life is a series of mountains and valleys triumphs and falls. How often do we start the day thinking, and praying, and promising, that we will be better at doing this thing or that thing that we are struggling with, only to find at the end of the day, that we failed, in how we dealt with that exact thing ?

It is in the recognition of the issue, and the struggle to grow, and to be better than we are, that causes us to be agitated. In addition, it should also cause us to move, and to be moved. It should move us towards God. It should move our hearts and souls, toward Heaven. It should move us to do everything we can do, to constantly strive to move our lives to be ever closer to the whatever is the will of God for us in our lives.

Vocations, are an interesting study. It is only recently that the discussion of vocations, has extended beyond that of priests, and religious brothers and sisters. In fact, vocations are so much more than that. We have a vocation as Christians. That vocation, is even inclusive of the 3 fold vocation of “priest, prophet and king”. There are vocations to be single, or married, or to one community or another. There is a professional vocation ( the work you do to earn your daily bread ), which in itself becomes , by way of a circular logic, to our primary vocation, of being a Christian. There are of course many other “minor” vocations subject to the Christian vocation.

So, we are asked in this passage, to make this call permanent ; make it part of your daily life. Our call, is a life-long journey. We never reach a point in our faith life where we know it ALL, or we are free from the effects of sin, until we make it to Heaven.

More people than not, go through their initial Christian education, to a certain point, probably to the end of their elementary school years, or middle school years. They receive the sacraments, Baptism, and Confirmation, First Holy Communion, and then they disappear until they themselves become parents and the cycle begins again. The journey of Christian education never ends. There things we learn on the journey of our vocation also changes and reflects into our lives with different messages in different ways according to your call, and your journey.

So, I want to encourage you to renew your call, your vocation, and your own journey toward Heaven. Make that journey a permanent part of your daily life. Your journey of faith will challenge you, will frustrate you, will agitate you, and will make you soar ! ( Oh, yea, and it will also give you peace too ).

May God give you the gift of His peace !

We Are All Sinners ( Part II)

November 25, 2017

We Are Still All Sinners ( Part II)

Last week, we began to talk about the scripture passage Romans 15: 1-6, where Paul is reminding us that we need patience, with others who might be at a different place in their faith lives , and in their walks than we are, or at least believe ourselves to be.

Today, lets we are taking that a little bit further by way of example, as we examine the passage in John 7, where Jesus encounters the Pharisees and the stoning of the adulteress.

Consider the example of the woman who was to be stoned to death for adultery. ( John 7:53 )

In this scripture , the Pharisees are trying to trap Jesus in their attempts to discredit him and the things He is trying to teach His followers.

Lets take a look at the Pharisees and see what is going on with them. First, the Pharisees don’t like Jesus, and they are trying to trap Him into discrediting Himself. So, here is the trap. First, they have this adulteress, who according to the law (Leviticus 20:10) who must, by their law, be stoned to death.

On the other hand, we have Jesus who has been going about the land, preaching love, and forgiveness, and mercy. The Pharisees believe that by trying to force Jesus into judging the woman, by either method they have laid out for Him to choose, they will discredit Him, as he will either follow “the law” and at the same time, condemn the woman, and discredit His teaching on Mercy and forgiveness,

OR

He will break the law, thereby discrediting Himself, and giving them a reason to end His ministry.

It is important to note here in the scripture, that when they ask Jesus to judge the woman, He is initially silent for a time… He does not speak right away.. WHY ? in fact, in a number of stories in scripture when put to a test or a trial, Jesus takes time before he speaks.

The pause occurs, to allow time for the Spirit, to work. Time is given in order to allow the Pharisees to consider what it is that they are trying to do, or possibly to gain a bit of perspective on how committed they might be to both stoning this woman, or trapping Jesus.

It give the woman time to consider her own predicament. It gives her time to consider and reflect on how she found herself in this position to begin with, and her own sinfulness, her own forgiveness, and her relationship with God at this moment.

Jesus gives the perfect answer. He tells them to let the one who is without sin, cast the first stone.

Going back to last week where we take a look at how it is that we deal with others who might not be at the same place in their faith life that we are, should heed this example. It is a perfect reflection of how we should deal with others who are dealing with their own struggles.

Can you see yourself in each of the people in this story ? Are you the Pharisees , that are condemning or judgmental of others who are not where you are in your walk ? Are you the adulteress, sinful, sorrowful, broken, guilty, remorseful , and seeking a way out ? Are you Jesus to others, inviting the Pharisees to self-examination, encouragement, to consideration that they, like the adulteress are also guilty of sin, and are imperfect as well.

The further it is that we travel on this road to Emmaus, the more obvious ones own sin becomes. It is a paradox of the Christian life. At the same time, however, the more obvious God’s love and mercy also become. We are called to bring God’s love and mercy to our brothers and sisters.

We need to strive to do better, to be better , to live and love that message better each and every day.

May God give you the gift of His peace !

We Are All Still Sinners ( Part I)

November 18, 2017

We are all still sinners….

“We who are strong in faith, should be patient with the scruples of those whose faith is weak;

we must not be selfish. Each should please his neighbor so as to do him good by building up his spirit. Thus, in accord with Scripture , Christ did not please himself. “The reproaches they uttered against you fell on me” Everything written before out time was written for our instruction, that we might derive hope from the lessons of patience and the words of encouragement in the Scriptures. May God, the source of all patience and encouragement, enable you to line in perfect harmony with one another according to the spirit of Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and voice you may glorify God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ” ( Romans 15:1-6 )

This passage of scripture has a great deal to do with perspective. When I would occasionally complain about someone or something that I was dealing with, my mother used to make the comment ” Life is a matter of perspectives..” and then walk away.

She would leave me alone in my thoughts ( or give me chores to do.. thanks Mom) and which usually gave me some time in my younger years to blow off whatever steam I had going on in my head, and then ponder a resolution if there was one that I could see. Her point, was for me to attempt to view things from the other persons perspective. ( or to stop complaining all together ). None the less, it was an opportunity for introspection, and contemplation which she encouraged.

In this scripture passage, Paul, all those years ago, is telling us we need to have patience, and stop being hard on others who are not at the same place in their faith lives that possibly we are. Let’s face it, we know who these people, we have witnessed this same thing occur in our own places of worship, or amongst our own communities. We hear people complain about this brother or sister who is not dressing in the clothes we believe that they should. We hear someone who does not act this way, or that way, or someone trying to give correction to a brother or sister in a way that is possibly less than charitable.

Allow me to share a personal experience with you…

I had an encounter with a man who did some things to members of my family. I learned from other family members that he was planning to be brought to my church. To be honest, I had issues with this, intellectually, I knew in my heart, that this was not MY house, this was the Lord’s house, and if there were no where else on Earth, that this person should be welcome, THIS was the one place where he should always be welcome. Still… there was this inner struggle. I felt that this person was evil. I knew that I could not be hypocritical in my faith.. but still…. And there you have it. I was forced to come face to face with my own human sinful nature, where I was harboring my own sin holding hate within my heart.

We are all sinners. There is no getting around it. No matter how far along your spiritual path , there is always sin, there is always room for improvement. Sometimes, it is easy to get to a place, a plateau, if you will, where you are comfortable in your spiritual life and you might think that you are in a good place. It is easy to get there, but possibly difficult to leave.

The scriptures give us both encouragement when we are feeling defeat, or sinful, or troubled in some way. It also gives us examples of how it is we need to be able to deal with others who possibly are not where we are, or where we think we are, or ought to be.

Next week, we will continue this discussion and consider this reading in light of the story of the stoning of the adulteress.

Until then…. May God give you the gift of His peace !

Opening a Can of “Act Right”…

October 28, 2017

” Never let evil talk pass your lips; say only the good things men need to hear, things that will really help them. Do nothing that will sadden the Holy Spirit with whom you were sealed against the day of redemption. Get rid of all bitterness, all passion and anger, harsh words, slander, and malice of every kind. In place of these, be kind to one another, compassionate, and mutually forgiving just as God has forgiven you in Christ.” ( Ephesians 4:29 -32)

There are a few places where this particular message of scripture are echoed or paraphrased . Colossians 3:8 and Tobit 4:15 and even in the Old Testament in Deuteronomy 6:5, Matthew 7 Luke 6 and also in Leviticus 19.

Well, you get the point. The point is that this kind of sentiment is reiterated in different ways throughout the writings of nearly every apostle and in every part of the ancient church and synagogues.

It is call to renewal. It is Gods’ way of bringing His disciples into repentance and conversion.

This idea of “The Golden Rule”, unfortunately tends to be reduced to the idea of right behavior towards those we encounter on the street. Treating others the way we would like to be treated can turn into something totally different, than what its intent is in sacred scripture.

For a better idea, let us consider the human condition. Within the world, it is not hard to find misery, and suffering. Poverty, UN-employment or under employment, on going physical and mental illness, homelessness, discrimination, nepotism, harassment, oppression, all of these types of sin, that occur within the realm of the earthly plain, are a result of the stain of original sin.

It is our belief, that Jesus, did not come into the world because of sin, or misery. Jesus came into the world because of LOVE. Remember, ” For God so LOVED the world He gave His only begotten Son”. LOVE is the reason.

Because of the misery and suffering Jesus saw here on Earth, He provided for us a path to get out of all the suffering, while at the same time provided a way for us to work out our own journey into salvation.

We know from the passage ” The poor you always have with you, but you do not always have Me” ( Deuteronomy 15:11 ) In this passage we know, that this sort of misery would continue on throughout time. The Church, and Franciscans particularly have a love of the poor, and we cling a spiritual poverty. Our “Lady Poverty” who is our preference for the poor, to stay connected with our brothers and sisters, and all the poor, because it is through our service to those who are in misery, who suffer, who are sick, who are in need of any kind, that we also serve Jesus.

Those who have been involved in ministry for any period of time will testify, that in our service to others, not only do we serve those who are in need, not only do we serve Jesus through them, but we also gain more than we provide. We gain understanding, we gain wisdom, knowledge, and we persevere in our service, we gain insight, not only of our neighbors journey, but of our own as well.

It is also a teaching of the Franciscan family that we choose a spiritual poverty, that keeps us close to our brothers and sisters who are poor so that be can better serve and better understand the struggles and priorities, and the life of the marginalized of society.

It is in this way that we have a clearer path to serve Jesus through our brothers and sisters, and find a path towards our own salvation, and also that of our brothers and sisters. We can preach the Gospel of love at all times…. through our actions, through our thoughts and through our deeds, but mostly through our service to others.

May God give you the gift of His peace.

There is Cause for Great Rejoicing !

October 20, 2017

” There is cause for great rejoicing here. You may for a time have to suffer the distress of many trials;

but this is so that your faith, which is more precious than the passing splendor of fire-tried gold , may by its genuineness lead to praise , glory and honor when Jesus Christ appears. Although, you have never seen Him, you love Him, and without seeing, you now believe in Him, and rejoice with inexpressible joy touched with glory because you are achieving faith’s goal, your salvation. ”

( 1 Peter 1: 6-9)

Many, is the time, when we hear people who are in distress, or possibly who were in distress, because of their circumstances. Something happened to them, or possibly they just hear of the evil that roams the world. The disease, or the tragedy, or crime, or natural disaster… Possibly it is just a situation, that you are struggling through. A relationship difficulty, or a problem or set of problems at work, Possibly even a situation in the home, or at church that is at the heart of your distress.

Whatever it is, its a point of stress in your life. You basically get to a point in dealing with the issue to the point where it just seems easier to avoid it, that resolve it. It is easier to walk away, if you can than to take a deep look into the issue, and analyze it, and think through it.

You pray about it, right ?

So, why has not God delivered you from it ? Why has he not wiped away the source of this frustration, the person, the situation, the whole problem ?

Our God is a loving Father. Who, just as an earthly father should be, loving, and caring, seeking only those things that are most beneficial for our growth and well being.

It is at the very heart of our faith, to understand that God may not be the author of the things that happen in our lives, however, He does allow things to happen, that are designed for our benefit.

We are given the gifts of love, faith and free will, to decide for ourselves what it is that we will believe, and what it is that we choose.

Faith, like love is a choice. These are the gifts given to the Children of God. Our faith, is tested, over and over again. It is purified, it is molded, it is refined. Why ? Why is it that we have these things that cause us to much stress and why is it that God seems, from the viewpoint of design, to need to test and try our faith ? This would be an incorrect way of this view.

Our faith, begins like an infant. We begin to explore and learn about our faith at home, and at Church.

We gather information, and we have the faith that our parents give to us, We learn more as we age,

and gather more information. As we venture out into the world, into school, and on to the playground and interact with the rest of the world, we test out the things we learned.

We also learn that not everyone learned the same lessons we did at home. We learned that we are not at the same place, or understanding as other people. Our faith is tested. Not because God does not love us, or does not care, but conversely, because He does love and care for us. Maybe that little boy who pushed you down, or that little girl who called you names, was not God, but it was something that happened, and you chose, using your free will to blame God, instead trying to fix the problem, or learning a lesson about what might have caused the problem, or understanding that these things are not things that should happen to others.

Through out your life, from the very beginning of your life, you are tested, tried, and refined in your faith, IF, it is your free will to seek God through the process of your pain. If God is the question, then Love is the answer. We are not always privileged in the moment to see the hand of God in the things that we do or have happened to us.

I have, believe it or not, not always been the peaceful loving soul that I aspire to be. If in fact, I manage to forget that little bit of information, I have family and friends who are kind enough to remind me of it. Sometimes, it takes time away from the situation, time in contemplation, time in prayer, to be able to see that not all the challenges are bad. sometimes, they are there to give us insight, to give us understanding, or possibly just to remind us of the fact that possibly, we are all fallen, broken people.

Possibly, the other person, is struggling, hurting, challenged, and trying to work through their own salvation. They too are being tried and refined in their lives, and in their faith, and are trying to make good choices, and sometimes our own broken humanity, and theirs can both get in the way.

Our whole lives are set in motion towards the ultimate goal of becoming saints, towards salvation , towards Heaven. Choose, life! choose faith! Choose Peace! Choose Love ! This faith, is the stuff that the tempered steel of the armor protecting us in this world, and the purified, white hot, burning golden purity of faith we strive for until the day we stand before God.

We are, what we are standing before God, and nothing more !

May God give you the gift of His peace !

The Morning Commute…

October 14, 2017

I wanted to share with you all something that was one of those epiphanal moments that occurred to me recently.

As many of you know, I take a city bus to work for part of my daily journey, and then a walk that takes me another distance to get to my office. Recently, our fair city decided to make changes to the time schedule that the buses run on, but in addition, to the routes that the buses run on. this was of course touted as a change to better serve the patrons and make the travels more efficient.

In the end run, at least for me, it means a longer commute, and I must leave my house earlier, the buses are more cowded, and are standing room only already. So, this has not been an improvement. Pretty much no one that forced into these changes along the journey that I take, has been happy with those changes, and ultimately has meant more delays, and more missed connections, often by minutes, meaning between another 30 to 60 minutes of waiting until the next bus.

Now, yesterday I found myself sitting at approximately the midway point in my journey, after a missed connection, where I had about 30 minutes to sit and wait for the next bus. While I was waiting, the sun was just beginning to dawn over the horizon, and paint the sky in beautiful shades of reds, blues and gray hues. I could not help but to stop and watch the beauty of creation dawn, and how I became part of that scene. There was an older gentleman who was sitting across from me on the bus, who mentioned that he saw me praying my Divine Office, and he said to me in a thick Hispanic accent,

” I see you this morning making your devotions.. it is nice to see a young person doing that… ”

We left the conversation there.. as we both enjoyed the beauty of the sunrise.

As the time moved onward, and the beauty that was before us unfolded, I could not help but become drawn in to the moment. That reverie was periodically interupted by moments of mental awareness that i ought to be trying to keep an eye out for the bus that would be coming soon. Eventually, I allowed myself to return to the reverie of being taken in to the moments of simple thankfulness, and beauty,and awe, that were being unfolded before me.

During one of those moments that I forced myself out of peaceful observance, I noted that pretty much no one except the older gentleman and I , were taking the time to appreciate this awesome experience. Instead , most of my fellow travelers, who were on their way to work, were busy looking down the road we had just traveled , looking for the next connection, the next bus… the next part of the journey, or they were looking at down the road, to the place we would be traveling when their next bus arrived.

At this point, while my gaze fell back towards the rising sun, I could not help but consider that this moment in time, this little spec on the timeline of life, held within it a microcosm, of our existance on this earthly plane. We spend a good deal of time, either looking backward, at the points in life we have traveled, and possibly taking stock in the life we have lived or the decisions we have made. The other side, is that while some people are looking backward, The other group is looking forward , towards the future.

Both of these views can, in and of themselves, be both good or bad. They are good because we should take some time to review where we are in relation to where we have come from. It can be bad if we spend too much time dwelling there, in some lamentations, or sorrows. In the same way, looking forward, making plans, and having a direction that is directed towards God is time well spent. Spending too much time in what might be considered the “dreamers world ” in what might be or could be can also be dangerous.

Too much time in either place, keeps you from enjoying the presence of God in your life, the present of THIS moment. The ability to stop and appreciate a moment of pure joy, of pure beauty.

Brothers and Sisters, the human race spends so much time in these things that we miss the sunrises in our lives. Possibly, you might consider that our very lives are like the path of the sun, there is beauty in each stage, Not only should we stop and appreciate the sunrise, but as we approach our fellow brothes and sisters, we should stop and appreciate the SONrise, in each soul..

May God give you the gift of His peace !!

The Resurrection …

October 7, 2017

The Resurrection…

The Resurrection of Our Lord… This is THE quintessential point in our salvation history. It is THE defining point of our faith life where Jesus rises from the dead, and finally ascends to the Father, after making appearances on Earth to the disciples and a few others.

THIS is how it is that we know without a singular doubt that Jesus Christ was true God and true man. It is how it is that we know that there is life after death. It is how we can be sure that we will one day rise from death. It is how we can be sure that the things we are told are in fact truth. Beyond doubt, beyond what the world will call “reason”.

Everything that happens through out the course of our lives are little life lessons to prepare us for this transition from death into life. The problem is that we do not take the time to seek understanding, to seek wisdom, to seek the holiness of our daily lives. Lets take a look at some of the things that happen in our lives.

In infancy, usually there is the Rite of Baptism. In Baptism we are born into a family of faith. We are dying to a life of sin, and being born into a life of faith. We join a whole family and world of people who have taken this journey, we have a life ahead to build on this foundation.

As we grow, we struggle and we fail. These failures are a type of death, a loss , if we are wise, we seek the counsel of those who have more knowledge of our faith life than we do, and we grow from the experience. That growth is sometimes painful, sometimes difficult. We may not see the path before us, and we may not understand why we had to take that particular path. We may have had to let things go, or had people leave our daily lives. These are little deaths.

In time, we may find that we can see Gods hand in what was going on, or even what is going on. this small amount of insight, this small bi of wisdom, is a taste of the Resurrection.

In our lives we have people we love who leave us, either for a short time, or who we will never see again until we get to Heaven. We have loss of a job, or maybe we loose our home for some reason.
the losses we experience in this life, are all geared towards a transition. These losses, are there to give us understanding, to teach us that we are not just a people of this earthly existence. We are not of this physical plain….

The little resurrections we experience, those epiphanal moments, with those insights into the workings of the hand of God, those moments when we hear scripture readings and they ring into our lives and we come to understand a little about the workings of God in our lives. These little resurrections are there to teach us. They are also seeds that have been given to us, so that the very thing that we have lived, the very thing that we have freely been given, is the very same thing that we are charged with taking out, and sharing with others, because that is what our Baptism into this life of faith , this vocation that we have been blessed with, this gift, requires of each of us..

Through our Baptism, we are called to the vocation to be Priest, Prophet, and King. You are a priest called to be a blessing, to bless others as you have been blessed. You are a prophet in the sharing of your story, in the sharing of Jesus with others, You are king born into the royal priesthood of the men and women of faith with a sacred duty in the service of God. Your story is your faith, blessed, broken, and shared with the world.

May God give you the gift of His peace !

What Kind of House … (Before the Storm part II)

September 30, 2017

” Thus says the Lord:

The heavens are my throne,

the earth, my footstool.

What house can you build for me?

Where is the place of my rest?

My hand made all these things

when all of them came to be says the LORD.

This is the one whom I approve:

the lowly and afflicted man ,

who trembles at my word. ” ( Isaiah 66 :1-2 )

This is the second part of the reflection of Isaiah 66.

I have for years read this passage.. each time I am awestruck in the depth of its reach into our spiritual life. Let’s take a look..

In Isaiah 66 the back drop of this story sits squarely at the point of the beginning of the end of the Babylonian exile and a return of the land of Judah. God is giving them some things to consider in how it is they need to get back to living the kind of life within the divine plan for those who are living a Godly life.

Through Isaiah, God is telling those Israelites that He wants followers who are pure of heart. He does not need grand gestures made for man and not of God. A humble and pure heart is the thing that God desires most of all. Lets look at this particular passage.

In reading this passage, in the more literal read, if we ponder all the places , all the churches in the world, large or small, grand or humble, we have to consider, that at its very core, a Church, is a house of God. In light of this verse what kind of house can we build for God ?

In 1 Chronicles 17, David originally built a a house for himself and pitched a tent for the Ark of the Covenant, in advance of the arrival of both He and the Ark. After he arrived David took up residence in the house, and enshrined the covenant in the tent. Later on, after all the appointments of the priests and the people were all given assignments to live in the service of God within the tent, everyone else went home to their homes, as did David. David, in a fit of piety, felt guilty saying, here I sit in the house of Cedar, when the Lord , God, sits in a tent ! God said to David, I have lived all this time through my journeys going from tent to tent and never once have I said to them, ” Go built me a house”. (paraphrased ) ..

(Here comes the good part !)
The Lord God said to David, ” I will preserve your offspring after you, a son of your own, and make his sovereignty secure. It is He who shall build a house for me and i will make his throne firm for ever.”

OK so we have Jesus, Son of David, ( of the lineage of David ), His house the Church, and He is King of Kings. He ( Jesus,) , will build my house, (the Church on Earth ).. All this precursor to the coming of Christ.

How great is God .. How great an example of humility even before Christ trying to teach us how to live, how to love, and how to be humble and loving servants of God.

Next is the consideration, of how it is, that God, the omnipotent, omnipresent King of the Universe, Father of all creation, the Most High, I AM, deigned to come to Earth. Not because of our sin, but because of LOVE ! For God so LOVED the world that He gave his only begotten Son.

God came to earth. forced Himself to the life , the size , the life experience of a human, in order to save us, in order to teach us. What kind of house did we build ? What does the “house” of our heart look like ? Do we, like David, throw open wide the doors of our hearts, surrounding it with prayers and hymns of praise and thanksgiving ? Or, do we instead try to move in ourselves, to serve or glorify what it is that is full of the trappings of worldly desire and greed ?

We believe in the Real Presence of God in the Blessed Sacrament. In churches large and small, all over the world, God Almighty, comes. He comes in the sacrifice of the Holy Mass. He comes in the Word, delivered for our consumption and edification in the Holy Gospel and readings. He comes and stays, in the Blessed Sacrament. He goes with us as we leave to take Him out into the world to be shared with others. That which we have been freely and lovingly given, we freely give to others.

Before Mass.. After Mass.. In between weekends ? He waits for us ! He is waiting to see our efforts, our humility, our forgiveness of others, and mostly, our Love.

What kind of house can we build ? What kind of house are we building for God ?

May God give you the gift of His peace… and Love !