The 9th Station – Jesus falls the third time
M: We love you, O Lord
A: Because by your Holy Cross, and resurrection You have redeemed the world.
M: The Nineth Station – Jesus falls the third time.
“Yahweh guides a man’s steps,
they are sure, and he takes pleasure in his progress,
he may fall, but never fatally,
since Yahweh supports him by the hand. “ ( Psalm 37: 23-24)
A: Help us Lord, to fully live our vocation.
Reflection :
In the first fall, I look at myself in order to know in my heart and be ready to confess where I have fallen in my vocation, where I have not lived , not loved and not cared, and not loved as I should.
In the second fall I look at my brothers and sisters, and their fall, their pain, their woundedness and my response to it.
In this third fall Lord, I look at my own failure to forgive, or to love.
Have I in my vocation failed to love beyond my own pain, beyond my own judgment.
Am I the reason, that one of my brothers or sisters carry the wounds of their sin, or mine ?
Have I not shown the care and concern for my brother or sister, or sought out the opportunity to allow them to feel their own worth as a child of God ?
Did I fail in my vocation to be the Christ-bearer, and allow them to see Jesus and not see me?
Have I allowed them to feel loved and forgiven, even when I did not agree ? In my journey, knowing that I am human, and that I fall and fail, have I not only forgiven my brothers and sisters, but have I forgiven myself ? Knowing that I am imperfect, and that I have flaws that I know, can I love myself, while I strive to love my brothers and sisters as well ?
I must acknowledge that I am weak, carrying my own cross, but Jesus carried His cross, and gave me the example that in my vocation I too can pick up my own cross, and carry it through into God’s glory !In the first fall, I look at myself in order to know in my heart and be ready to confess where I have fallen in my vocation, where I have not lived , not loved and not cared, and not loved as I should.
In the second fall I look at my brothers and sisters, and their fall, their pain, their woundedness and my response to it.
In this third fall Lord, I look at my own failure to forgive, or to love.
Have I in my vocation failed to love beyond my own pain, beyond my own judgment.
Am I the reason, that one of my brothers or sisters carry the wounds of their sin, or mine ?
Have I not shown the care and concern for my brother or sister, or sought out the opportunity to allow them to feel their own worth as a child of God ?
Did I fail in my vocation to be the Christ-bearer, and allow them to see Jesus and not see me?
Have I allowed them to feel loved and forgiven, even when I did not agree ? In my journey, knowing that I am human, and that I fall and fail, have I not only forgiven my brothers and sisters, but have I forgiven myself ? Knowing that I am imperfect, and that I have flaws that I know, can I love myself, while I strive to love my brothers and sisters as well ?
I must acknowledge that I am weak, carrying my own cross, but Jesus carried His cross, and gave me the example that in my vocation I too can pick up my own cross, and carry it through into God’s glory !